insomia in the arse

what do you do when you have over a gazillion hand-picked assignments but no words to write? what do you do when you promise yourself that you will sleep on regular hours, i.e. by 12 midnight max and wake up by 5 am (switching workout from evening to morning) and lead a healthy normal hour life but you cant write a single word till 3.30am, especially when you know that you have to submit the piece first thing the same morning? you cant, you cant switch back no normal life with normal hours. especially not with the bum that you have.

remember, it is always the bum's fault: the bigger the bum, the bigger the problem.

no matter how much technology will advance or how many hours one will be forced to keep her eyes open, glued to the computer screen with little squares imprinted on her fingertips as a result of excessive typing.... no matter what, nothing beats the scribble scribble of a pen or a pencil on a notepad.

i cant wait to get my mojo back.